Heart you..My lovely family, Darling and Friends....

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Stop struggling and move on!!

Arghhhh!!!!!!!  >.<
I'm so stress this semester!! =(
Every subjects seem to be a hard subject for me... sad.....
I know i have to work harder and harder!!!
I try to study...do the tutorials...but...i have always disappointed myself...
I read..yes..i read...yet still I don't know how to answer... =(

I'm so frustrated these few weeks... ...




Same with what i have done..."playing" with my hair when i fed up... =(


The devil inside me is making me to think of giving up myself... 

The angel is telling me Come on! NOT to give up! try harder!!  
=.=
Yup...They are struggling inside my mind.....



But..yes...I should listen to the angel...try harder...work harder...not to give up....
Giving up is not the best way to reach our goals... 
Stop thinking about giving up!!! Come on!! Cheers!!! 




Ninety-nine percent of the failures come from people who have the habit of making excuses...
So, I should stop giving excuses to myself! 
I must not let what I cannot do to interfere with what I can do...



It's time to move on!!! 

=) Cheers!


okies~Time for me to continue my revision now after talking here to myself ~ >.< ~





Goodnight and bye! =)
Feel better after typing out my feelings...
Thanks Blogger... =)










"If you run into a wall, don't give up...
Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it..."


Sunday, January 23, 2011

Insomnia

Haiz....My insomnia is getting worst these few days... =(
How how how????!!
It's so suffering when you're tired but can't even have a nice sleep at night! ><
Even though i'm lying on my bed... =(
What i have done..counting the sheeps..sounds so stupid...><


What's the reason? >.< i should find it out..
went jogging alone yesterday...
I heard that jogging helps in getting rid of insomnia...is that true?
I think so...at least i can sleep quite well yesterday... 




Oouch...one thing~
My little cutie bear~~~ >< I miss him...I have put him in my wardrobe...
He is dusty...that's why can't hug him for so many days...
Maybe this is the reason i can't sleep well..hehe...><
used to hug something when sleeping...my habit =) 



Well...I saw a guy who was jogging too...and..and his pant..was koyak lah...
so i saw something that i shouldn't see...OMG!  * shy * haha

Seriously..I know I was rude to laugh at people..
but i was like cannot tahan ady..hehe
And i was struggling should i tell him..
so he can stop jogging and go back to change his pant right?
but in the end..i didn't...so shy lah... *^^*





Okay...stop that...I Just signed up for 1Malaysia.com this afternoon..

for those who don't know what it is...
it's a social network for Malaysian...It's something like Facebook...haha
Hmm..exactly the same lah..just it doesn't have java ,flash games all those things...
Typically social network..haha...=)
Not to say replace Facebook...Facebook is still the best ! 
It just my opinion ya..=)
Indeed it is a new web to make new friends... 
Met a new friend today...
he told me...we are born to attract opposite sex...
Hmm..it makes sense... =)
but I wish to attract true friends...
A true friend warms you with his presence...
trusts you with her secrets...
remembers you in her prayers... 
hopefully..i will..=)


Ok..it's time to bed..=) 
Hope it wont be an insomnia night again! Good luck to me..haha..=.=
And also Goodnight world! ^^








"There is a magnet in your heart that will attract true friends. That magnet is unselfishness, thinking of others first; when you learn to live for others, they will live for you."



Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Sharing is Caring- The Secret

Wow ...long time didn't update my blog... >.<
Just finished my semester break...
and the new semester has started..  =)
New Year...New Sem...New Hope..New Target! =)
Taking 6 subjects in this semester...
Hopefully i can cope with it... =)
Chinese New Year coming soon...yeah! thats the thing that makes me happy =)


Nothing much happened within these few days...

This morning lecture ended earlier..should be ended at 10am..but it ended at 8.40am...!
The first lecture is always the same... ><
Well...I'm ok with it...but my 2nd class is on 1pm!!! so many hours break! 
And you know..my campus is like....small...and the cafeteria is like....very small....
So...
We went Wangsa Walk mall...We were crzay! >< haha..
reached there about 9.45am...and it was still closed...
so we were like small kids sitting at the playground outside the mall... =.=
And we were  like the first customer for A&W...=) haha...
Ohh~ The rootbeer float ! NICE! ^^



Well..here is the part which i really wanna share...


Its actually about the movie that i have watched recently...
The name of this movie is The Secret...it is a 90 minute movie sweeping the world!









When i first heard about the secret..I was wondering what is that Secret actually..
but after watching it...i totally understand and agree with that...
Hmmm...how to explain what the secret is...
actually it's something about attraction...a law of attraction... 
Just like what i have written in facebook status previously...

Do not focus and keep complaining on the things that u don't want it to be happened.
U're actually attracting them.
Focus on the things that u want.
Focus on the people that u want to meet.
Focus on how u want the things to be happened.
U will attract them through ur thoughts.
Universe is not going to receive ur words but ur thoughts...
and the things u want, will be realized.


It's true...These are happening everyday and anywhere around the world...
Should be saying it's a fact..
The law of attraction happens everyday..anywhere without knowing...
So trust me...Don't focus on negative things...you will bring them to you...
Whatever is going on in your mind is what you are attracting...
Ehhh...for example...you are going to perform a song tomorrow...
and you're so nervous and thinking about what if i fall on stage...what if i have forgotten the lyrics...
you are actually attracting those things to be happened!
The universe is receiving the "signal" from you!
But HOW LONG??? 
No rules on time .. the more aligned you are with positive feelings the quicker things happen...
so you should think of the good things...
Like you're going to sing well tomorrow..
and you got a big round applause from the audiences...!! =) 


 Hmm...many people are believing The Law of Attraction..so do I! =)

Hope you will too...
Okayss..Thats the thing i wanna share with you all...
you can try seacrh "The Secret" in Google or youtube...hehe...
hope it brings benefits to you too...^^
We shouldn't be that Negative! 
Btw, It's just a simple sharing...I know I'm like long-winded lah...

But...

Sharing is Caring !! :)



Goodnight people !



"We should never ever think of failure...


We should truly believe of our own self...





You are the only one that creates your reality..."

Monday, December 13, 2010

Semester break =)

Long time didn't update my blog...
What was I busying for the past few weeks ?? @@
final exam~~><
BUT now~
I'm FREE for almost 5 weeks from now on ~ =p
It's Semester break time! =)





A lot of things happened within these few weeks before the semester break..
Had fun in Zoo........
Went KLCC with abang Wen Zhen, karen,yu han and dardar......
Actually that day we bought the movie tickets for watching Bruce Lee..
but in the end.. we burned the tickets...
we didn't go for that movie..haha..
so considered as a donation for TGV lar ...haha... =.=





That was the reason for burning the tickets..hehe...



we went Petrosains!!! =)
And i think worth...=)
Learnt a lot of things btw...^^
More photos will be uploaded in FB soon...




Well..dardar went Cambodia ady...
will be there until 20th...
Gonna miss him..><
Dardar...did you meet the kids ady?
Are they cute ? ^^
Remember to give them the balloons that we bought that day..=)
they will be extra happy for that...^^
Hope dar can learn something from the kids too..
And if he knows Cambodian language he can teach me when he's back..haha..
Learn "You are pretty~" in Cambodian language~
when he comes back that time..can say it to me~hahahahahaha~~~>< =.=




Ok~And I'm kinda happy when knowing that we gt 2 free vouchers for DELUXE rooms in First world Hotel Genting..
haha...can save $$$$$$$~~
The original plan was 4 people~
but now daddy mummy,da ge, da sao,little honey and little boy jun yee, da jie and yuan wei gor are planning to go with us too...=)
Yoohoo~dardar~more people more fun!! =)
But now we need more rooms...
Hope First World Hotel still having rooms for us to book...><
" All is well~~~All is well~~~"
haha..learn from the Movie "Three Idiots"
It's a NICE movie..I love it!
I learnt a lot in this movie..=)That's the best!
This movie reminds me the news about few days ago...
Recently that was a news about commit suicide..
A young guy...
he chose to end his own life just because of his relationship with his girlfriend...
><
Life is full of beauty...
Life is like a coin...
You can spend it any way you wish...but you only spend it once...
so please everyone...appreciate your life.. >.<


okok~
It's time to sleep...@@Flu flu flu~~~~ @@
Goodnight world =)






"Life reflects your own thoughts back to you."

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Again..the happiness and sadness..

There are sad and happy things always....

 We done the drama for Morale.. =)
That's the happy thing...
Thanks to my groupmates...
Kenneth..Max..Sherene..and karrie..I appreciate it..
It will be a good memory for me...   :)

My lovely teammates! =)


 Tomorrow will be Friday..
 dardar is coming tomorrow night...
I can meet him finally..  :)


Me, max, kenneth and karrie decided to go Zoo Negara.. =.=
Haha..sounds weird...
We decided to go Zoo instead of shopping mall...><




Zoo Negara~I'm coming~



Well...the sad case...It's really sad..
It makes me cry... T_T
Daddy and Mummy have no choice to send back our dog,Blackie.. =(
He has too many fleas and he is weak..
and i think mummy has tried to buy shampoo for killing fleas to help him...
but failed... =(
I understand why daddy mummy wanted to send off Blackie..
There are two little babies in my house..
They worried the fleas will bite the little babies...
I cried badly after knowing Blackie has been sent off..
He came our house on 25th April 1999..
And the date we sent him off is on 25th November 2010..
the same date...25th...
A dog is the only one on earth loves you more than he loves himself.. 
Hope he won't get bullied by the other dogs...
Hope there is a place for him to shelter from rain...
He scared of storm...Hope he will be brave.. T.T 
Animals cant tell us how they feel...
but they do not suffer less because they have no words...

ByeBye Blackie...... =(

We will miss you....
When i go back home this time..i won't get to see you anymore...
Although I scared of dogs...but your leaving still takes my tears...












" Don't cry because it's over... Smile because it happened..."

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Sesat Ants

Arrgghhh~!!!
I HATE ANTS recently!!! ><
So many ants come into my room..Isshhh~~
Wondering what's the reason they keep coming in ? nothing for them to eat also...
I have cleaned my room..but they still moving in...><
Why Why WHY!!  
Sesat ??? (lose one's way)  ><
I've no choice...have to kill them...
otherwise...they are going to move their whole generation into my room...==
But when i was killing them...i thought of my Morale lessons...><
Hmm...I should be holding "Prinsip kemoralan sosial" or "Egoisme" ?? hmm~ 
Feel bad to kill them also...><




Stop!!! >,<





Pengajian Malaysia's test on tomorrow morning...
I cant recall back what i have studied for these few days..
forget it...><


Called my mummy this afternoon..
I cried...because of something...
I should forget that "something"...

I'm always a small girl in front of my mummy...
I think even I grow up until 30 years old, 40, 50... ...
I would still be the same...
I love my mother as the trees love water and sunshine...
she helps me grow, prosper, and reach great heights...
A mother's love is instinctual, unconditional, and forever...



So moody today...=(
But after eating chocolate cake...feel better and happy now.. 
( like small kids =.=)
My dinner is a piece of chocolate indulgence cake... =)


I LOVE CHOCOLATE !!! ><



Chocolate keyboard ??!!
I'm so gonna eat this keyboard then...><












"Home is not where you live but where they understand you. "