Again..the happiness and sadness..

There are sad and happy things always....

 We done the drama for Morale.. =)

That's the happy thing...

Thanks to my groupmates...

Kenneth..Max..Sherene..and karrie..I appreciate it..

It will be a good memory for me...   :)

My lovely teammates! =)

 Tomorrow will be Friday..

 dardar is coming tomorrow night...

I can meet him finally..  :)

Me, max, kenneth and karrie decided to go Zoo Negara.. =.=

Haha..sounds weird...

We decided to go Zoo instead of shopping mall...><

Zoo Negara~I'm coming~

Well...the sad case...It's really sad..

It makes me cry... T_T

Daddy and Mummy have no choice to send back our dog,Blackie.. =(

He has too many fleas and he is weak..

and i think mummy has tried to buy shampoo for killing fleas to help him...

but failed... =(

I understand why daddy mummy wanted to send off Blackie..

There are two little babies in my house..

They worried the fleas will bite the little babies...

I cried badly after knowing Blackie has been sent off..

He came our house on 25th April 1999..

And the date we sent him off is on 25th November 2010..

the same date...25th...

A dog is the only one on earth loves you more than he loves himself.. 

Hope he won't get bullied by the other dogs...

Hope there is a place for him to shelter from rain...

He scared of storm...Hope he will be brave.. T.T 

Animals cant tell us how they feel...

but they do not suffer less because they have no words...

ByeBye Blackie...... =(

We will miss you....

When i go back home this time..i won't get to see you anymore...

Although I scared of dogs...but your leaving still takes my tears...

" Don't cry because it's over... Smile because it happened..."

Sesat Ants

Arrgghhh~!!!

I HATE ANTS recently!!! ><

So many ants come into my room..Isshhh~~

Wondering what's the reason they keep coming in ? nothing for them to eat also...

I have cleaned my room..but they still moving in...><

Why Why WHY!!  

Sesat ??? (lose one's way)  ><

I've no choice...have to kill them...

otherwise...they are going to move their whole generation into my room...==

But when i was killing them...i thought of my Morale lessons...><

Hmm...I should be holding "Prinsip kemoralan sosial" or "Egoisme" ?? hmm~ 

Feel bad to kill them also...><

Stop!!! >,<

Pengajian Malaysia's test on tomorrow morning...

I cant recall back what i have studied for these few days..

forget it...><

Called my mummy this afternoon..

I cried...because of something...

I should forget that "something"...

I'm always a small girl in front of my mummy...

I think even I grow up until 30 years old, 40, 50... ...

I would still be the same...

I love my mother as the trees love water and sunshine...

she helps me grow, prosper, and reach great heights...

A mother's love is instinctual, unconditional, and forever...

So moody today...=(

But after eating chocolate cake...feel better and happy now.. 

( like small kids =.=)

My dinner is a piece of chocolate indulgence cake... =)

I LOVE CHOCOLATE !!! ><

Chocolate keyboard ??!!

I'm so gonna eat this keyboard then...><

"Home is not where you live but where they understand you. "

Pain is a feeling

Haiz........

I'm so bored today...

Studying for Pengajian Malaysia test 2..

Essay questions!!!! 

>< iisshh...

Friday today..should be happy huh??

but...holding the notes..and they make me feel sleepy..

and again...it's a rainy day...

Nice to sleep!!!!! ><

Garrrrr......><

Feel like giving up the test...

i cant memorize so many things... =(

should i ???

Haiz....

People are afraid of themselves... 

of their own reality.. their feelings most of all...

 Feelings are disturbing... 

People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous...

But how can they deal with challenges if they're afraid to feel??

 Pain is meant to wake us up...I believe this..

 People try to hide their pain...But they're wrong... 

Pain is something to carry...

I feel my strength in the experience of pain...

 It's all in how i carry it...That's what matters...

 Pain is a feeling... 

My feelings are a part of me...

 If i feel ashamed of them,...and hide them...i am letting society destroy me...

 I should stand up for my right to feel my pain.... ><

Gonna sleep now...

Goodnight everyone..

"Laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion. I myself prefer to laugh, since there is less cleaning up to do afterward. "

Imperfection is happiness

First of all...Happy birthday to you Michelle and my pretty cousin Hui Lin jie jie ! =)

Have a blast! =)

Since today is 18th..

hehe..so considered as our day too..dardar~ 

3 years and 3 months since 18/08/2007 =)

Muacks! heart you! ^@^

Haiz...so slumber today.. =(

didn't study...><

Pengajian Malaysia test is around the corner...but.....Aiz......

Yes...no one is perfect...

Sometimes we strive so hard for perfection that we forget that imperfection is happiness...

I'm happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect....

It means that I have decided to look beyond those imperfections... =)

ok ..so gonna study now...>.<

Fighting!!!!  

=)

"Beauty is self-confidence applied directly to the face..."

Think Positively

Okay...one word to say about the moral test today !!

Disappointed !!! 

As what Marcus has said.." The moral paper is WTF ??!! "

YES!! The paper is What The *du* =(

Anyways...I had tried my best in it..

I studied twice for all the 6 chapters..

Yet..i get the same result...><

But thanks to dardar...

You told me to think positively...

It's just a matter of choosing...

so I choose to be happy.. =)

since i know i had done my best...

We cannot always choose our circumstances...

But we can choose our attitude towards them...right?

I'm learning this now...
Dardar..Let's practice this together~  =)

Once i replace all the negative thoughts with positive ones..

I will start having positive results..

Went PV12 this afternoon...for moral drama..haha...

took some lesbians photos with friend..since drama's title is homosexual..No choice...><

The photos are.....hmm...WOW!! haha...

But the photos are not with me now..so cannot upload yet..

Feel so tired now..

cleaned my room and also the living room...

since no one wants to clean it..

and i'm free also..

jeremy asked me " Why you mop the floor? moody?" haha..lol..><

Haiz...next semester will be long sem..

I won't be that free to do all the cleaning tasks alone..
Owh~cannot even imagine how the living room and kitchen would be...>.<

So decided to have a deal with my housemates..

Since nobody wants to do...

Let's pay and ask for house cleaning service..

Fair and square.. ok? ><

living room and kitchen are now CLEAN! =) 

happy~~~ :) 

And my room too! The floor is now "twinkling twinkling" ~haha~

*twinkle twinkle little star~~~~* ok..Stop ! ><

Okays~stop the craps... =) 

Well...let the picture below to end my post today.. :)

Bee-bye~! 

Aha !! 1 more thing! The way that i showed Kenneth this afternoon is the correct road! 
Happyy~First time RUIRUI can show the correct way! 
=p ~hihi~

Kenneth~see~i know where can U-turn~ haha~  =.=
* too happy * =.=

"A positive attitude may not solve all your problems..but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort..."

Monday Blues

Haiz.. Monday again...><

~Monday Blues~ =(




Read a post of one of my best friends in Facebook just now...

she got caught by her lecturer and said she cheating during exam..

BUT she didn't... ><

Xuan..don't be sad..he will trust you since you have explained to him..

We trust you... =)

We see your hard work...

No worries.. :)

try your best in the next paper..k?

love you~ Muackss~

Again..her situation brings up my words yesterday...

There is a word called "Fair "..but it carries no meaning....

This is what we call 'reality' of life...

---  Unfair = reality  ---

Reality is not always probable, or likely...

Tomorrow will be my Moral midterm test...

25 questions~no subjective questions~no objective questions~

only T or F...

half an hour time to finish it...

I CAN DO IT~!!! =)

try my best~

Xuan..i know you will like this for sure~ =)

Good luck to all my friends that going to have test too!

"The past is behind, learn from it. The future is ahead, prepare for it. The present is here, live it."

Lullaby

I'm listening to a lullaby while writing this... 

Thanks my housemate for sending this to me..

It's nice..thx jeremy... =)

It's now 4.00am..

Oops...dardar is going to kill me if he knows i sleep late again tonight...><

going to have class tomorrow morning..9am Malaysian Studies class...><

kinda bored... =(

but i cannot sleep well now...lying down for an hour...yet still awake...iisshh...

so..that's why i'm here again... ><

Jeremy shared some his doggies photos with me just now..

Owh...they are cute!! =)

How come i sacred of dogs pulak??!!

i asked him the price...and i nearly fainted...

RM3k-4k!!!!!!!!!! Wth!!!

The pictures he showed me make me so tempted to buy a dog... 

If any day somehow i'm not scared of dogs anymore..*haha..seems impossible*

I am so gonna buy a Pomeranian puppies...

Fyi..this is so-called Pomeranian...haha...

CUTE huh? =)

But the price is so OMG~ ><

haha~~~~

well~~finally~the lullaby WORKS !!

It making me sleepy successfully~ =)

that's good !!! =)

Good night~ :)

Okays...there is 1 more thing for me to record it down...

That's...

I told myself this today.. ><

The only person you should ever compete with is yourself...You cannot hope for a fairer match... 

There is a word called " Fair " but it carries no meaning...

Sweet Dreams everyone~

Lullaby Lullaby Lullaby~~~

* Dardar..Jeremy asked me this just now " How come your bf so slim?" haha...

Happy huh?? But i told him your spare tire is coming out~ =p No worries..my dear~you are not fat~

You will become FIT soon~ =) 

Good luck for your First paper tomorrow~

I'm in your pocket!!! =)  nitez~ *

"It's lack of faith that makes people afraid of meeting challenges, and I believed in myself." 

The Happy And Sad Cases

Thanks God..

Ah Gong is fine now...He still recognizes all the people.. 

 =) happy to hear that..

Well...and the Genting trip is ON!! =)

We have decided not to go on 31st of December...

because that day will be daddy mummy's wedding anniversary~! 

going to have a celebration for sure!

So the new plan is going on 8th January! :)

Er jie's birthday on 9th~so lets have a celebration there!  

but cannot book hotel room in First World....T_T sad case....

FULL HOUSE !! damn fast man...><

It's just November now! but many of the hotels FULL in December and January~ ><

and thanks to dardar for reminding me...during that time is going to be school holidays..

no wonder so many people booking rooms... ==

In the end we booked our room in Awana Genting~ No choice >< haha..

yet better than no room~ 

Hope the plan for 4 of us goes smooth ~  ^^

OK~enough for the HAPPY cases...

Here's the sad case... 

Studying moral for the whole day...damn boring...* VOMIT *

Moral...you make me so Emo you know... =(

I have to write my blog to kill my boredom...otherwise..I will die...@_@

well..this is so-called university life...  :(

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? 

 I guess that wouldn't work...  

Someone would leave...  

 Then we would have to say good-bye... 

 I hate good-byes...  

* Dardar...I miss you badly...=( goodnight to you...

Have a good rest since you have lacked of sleep for so many days..

Your Finals is around the corner..Good luck! All the best! 

Ingenuity, plus courage, plus work equals miracles!!! =)

♥ You say you "lap" miiii  ? hehe...ok~I "lap" youu too =p ♥ *

Okay..that's all for today...

It's now 3.00 am ...

Get ready to sleep??

No!!!  =(

Continue with Moral...Garrrrr!!

Thanks Blogger..You killed my boredom =)

I like blogging suddenly! :)

Goodnight everyone! Goodnight World! 

Selamat Malam Malaysia ! =) * Since studying Moral..so we should be patriotic..lolz..*

"Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. "